Oh mai... This is new...

(That's...some heavy shit... I know that you might not want to take the antidepressants, but they'll help you. It's good that they might only be temporary.

Don't feel bad about needing to take time off of school if you're feeling awful. Your emotional health is a lot more important than school. Things might look bad now, but they'll get better. Are you still sick at all?)

(Oh my gosh Chirpy...I completely understand if you need time off, just take everything easy okay? If you ever need any of us don't hesitate to come and get us, we'll be here for you Chirpy.)

(Yes, we will. As much as we have our own shit to deal with, we're all in this together.)

(Thanks... right now I'm just kind of crying at the idea of going to school tomorrow. I don't want to leave my house. I just want to lie down, and not get up.)

(Well, are you able to email your professors and tell them about what happened? Maybe you can get the assignments beforehand. At least you only go to school three days a week.)

(My professors know I'm "fragile" right now and have "disabilities," but don't know all of the details about my depression and stuff, though I told them a little bit. I have paperwork to give them... if I manage to get off my ass and go to school tomorrow, I can give them the stuff...)

(Oh... Maybe you can just drop it off tomorrow, if you don't feel like staying?)

(I don't know... I don't even know how I'm getting to school tomorrow. If I'm taking the bus I have no way to get home after just dropping anything off, and not all of my professors are there in the morning, so I'd have to stay all day anyway.

I dunno... I don't care enough right now to worry, either. *sigh* It'll be fine, I guess...)

(omo"... I don't really know what to say about it, either... I want to be helpful, but I really don't know what you can do...)

(It's okay... my parents and doctors are doing the thinking part, since I don't know, either...)

(Well, that's good... Just, try and get your eye tended to, okay? If you want to take a break from RPing, that's fine. I just don't like not seeing you. I just... It makes me think that something awful happened to you.)

(I'm crying right now. I'm sorry. I'll call my doctors soon... I just need to make myself do it...)

(omo"... *hugs* I'm sorry, too... Just once all this shit is over with, hopefully you'll feel better... It's been a rollercoaster for all of us.)

(*hugs* I hope it'll be over soon, too... I've got two weeks yet in this stupid investigation, and they very well might harass us the whole time... they want more and more information from me, and talked about taking things to court, and I don't want to do that... I don't have to, either, so we're just trying to ignore them.

... My eye hurts now because I cried... T^T)

(I know... They're trying to help, but they're making things worse at the same time...

I'm kind of losing it on my end... I'm trying to listen to music (and not to my brother), but none of it is cheering me up.)

(I know the feeling... I've been crying off and on for like two hours now... I can't seem to really stop...)

(;n; *hugs Chirpy*

(I know that feel... Maybe try doing something distracting?)

(Daddy came and lay down with me for a bit... I'm calling my doctors tomorrow. Dad just told me not to try to go to school... I'm not arguing with him.)

(Yeah, that sounds like a good idea... I'm glad you're going to call your doctor tomorrow.)

(Yeah... I need to at least talk to one of them about the idea of antidepressants... he'll decide if I need them. And the other will hopefully help me with my painful issue here. My eye is so swollen I can't really open it, and it's sore up past my eyebrow, even. I think it's infected again...)

(omo"... I hope it gets taken care of for good this time.)

(I'm just going to go to bed, now... Once I'm done my exam, I'll be able to talk for a while, if you want to, Chirpy, untio I have dance. And Thursday a bit, too. Goodnight... I love you.)

(It's okay, I'll be alright... I'm gonna be home resting tomorrow. Goodnight, I love you to...)

So Im going out this Saturday to buy my car. O7O! I will most likely afterwords be heading out to Chirpy's the following weekend if she's free. *heroic stance* HELP IS ON THE WAY MY LOVE!!!!!)